Thoughts.

   Today someone told me, to let things take their own courses,  and to be less persistent with my own views. I said, if I take a step back, will I get hurt again?  If that's so I rather be a selfish bastard. Because I'm really too vulnerable. But today I took a step out. Will I get a blow in my face? Sigh.

Moving.. On/ Out?

      Finally done with exam and settled everything before realising, "OMG, I have no place to stay in 2 weeks time @.@". Oh wells, in the end I found a new place at Tiong Bahru. It really is very nice, albeit little small. Lotsa food at the surrounding though. Hopefully can live peacefully in it for another 2 years, maybe more. Hehe.

      Spent 3 days in SGH. At first, it was rather intimidating. Closed labs, long corridor, strangers. But after a few days, people there are rather nice. Transformation worked but yield lesser than what I hoped for. Hopefully it's a  "small leaves big carrot" situation. 

      Going back Gram's in a few hours time. Can I still call it Gram's when she's no longer there? Hmmm.. Who cares. She's always there.

       No longer awkward, but still silent. As I have always said, "It's like a magical spell. To break it, you will need the caster.". I don't think the caster in my situation is willing to do so. In fact, I think I'm just an annoying flea that the caster could not kill because it's against the animal  act or something. It sucks. But so be it.  We're all stuck here in this teeny weeny world anyway.

       We'll all learn to be happy for ourselves, in our own ways. But I guess I'm still here, waiting. Waiting for what? No idea, but there's no where else to go anyway.

p/s: I'm going to sign up for aikido lessons, with brother maybe. So that we can spend some time together and it's good for us =D