When I was younger, mum used to bring me to the airport to look at planes taking off. At that rebellious juvenile stage, I don't really get the meaning of this "activity". Then I got older, got into lotsa hot soups, scratched and broke myself thoroughly. But I got to know a new word, a new word called goodbye. Some goodbyes will eventually lead you to a whole new beginning, some will just bring everything to an end. I can't really say I fancy saying goodbyes. I don't really get the meaning of "good" attaching to it. I will just dismiss that by turning around and wave with my back facing the people. It seems easier this way. I still wonder why my mum loves to see planes taking off. I hate it.
Nearly forgotten the reason why I started writing this post. I've just finally finished my four years of education in NUS. There you go, season of leaving, of goodbyes. Got to know lotsa good people, some got closer, some just more distant. Some just left. Some re-entered my life. Finished FYP, did lotsa stunts, got crazy. More or less. Oh dear, I just couldn't write things in a proper way, could I? Haha. Sent Lauren off yesterday, reminded me how much I hate the airports.
Anyway, thank you to everyone, friends, foes, acquaintances, strangers, you shaped me. For the friends, although I'm always a pain in the ass bastard, thank you for loving me, and if you know who you are, I love you guys too. Being a friend of mine isn't an easy task. My craziness could drive anyone to the wall. Haha. I couldn't say a more proper goodbye, and I don't know when I would come back. No worries, I'll come back, the question to ask is when, but I have no answer for you right now, just as I have no answer of what I'm going to do for the next few infinite days. I'll definitely MIA for some time, but I'll be back. Don't bother to wait if you heck care, but if you do, I will thank you in advance. So... I have no idea how I'm going to end this post. It's starting to sound delirious.
p/s: I'll miss you, you, you, and you.
pp/s: Hope nothing changes too much when I come back.
ppp/s: I hope we're already friends.
pppp/s:俺が何時もついてるよ。
MIA,
Xin.
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