Forgive me.

So after all these shit, I realised I couldn't forgive anyone. Cause I couldn't forgive myself. I'm going to see you again, and say sorry. I don't know if you can hear it, I hope you can. I'm sorry there's so little I could do. I miss you. You took a piece of me when you left you know? We're supposed to graduate together. Three of us. A marine biologist, a neuroscientist, a polymer engineer. Why do you have to leave so early, so young?